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just leave me out of it
i wish you would stop involving me in your schemes and scams. i can't believe a word you say anymore. i try to and yet i'm always proved wrong. the world is always against you. nobody cares, nobody understands you. nobody steps up to help you when you're only trying to better yourself. BULLSHIT. you are a liar. you use people. you manipulate. and you continue to get away with it because despite what you do, who you hurt, people love you and always try to see the best in you and you know that and use it to your advantage.
It has been quite a long time since I have opened and posted to this blog account. Years I guess. I must admit that I have been so busy and a lot of things happened from the last time that I was here up to now that I am posting again. Time really flies so fast. So fast that you couldn't stop things from changing and happening. And as I look back on what I have posted years ago, I am indeed a better person of who I am today. Thanks to all of the problems and challenges that I have encountered which made me a lot stronger and wiser. Likewise, thank you to my family especially my dearest parents, who never get tired of giving me their full support and for making me feel that I've got their back. Indeed, it is true that God allow things to happen, whether it is favorable or not. We may not fully grasp everything but, one day when you look back on everything that had happened in the past, you will then be able to realize that it was for the best.
And as my life continues, I am... (more)
Daily Devotionlord is my name
Date: Monday, August 03, 2015
Chapters: Isaiah 39-42
Message Title: LORD Is My Name
Hello My Friend,
People view God in different ways, those who reject or deny Him view Him as someone cruel and heartless. Those who follow Him based on religion view Him as a someone who holds strict standards with hell to pay for breaking them. Those who follow Him through Christ view Him as a loving Father who is also a just Father, one who is merciful, and no matter how many times they mess up, there is hope if they trust Him. “Hast thou not known? hast thou not heard, that the everlasting God, the LORD, the Creator of the ends of the earth, fainteth not, neither is weary? there is no searching of his understanding. But they that wait upon the LORD shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint.” - Isaiah 40:28,31.
Yes, God is a just God, meaning He will chasten and bring judgment upon His people for... (more)
Ego SuicidePart 15
So I've been thinking about what I'd like to do with this thing and after a long time I figured the best thing for me is to treat it as an outlet for quick artistic expression.
The trade of screenwriting involves a lot of spec work, meaning you write things without getting paid and pray to god that they are good enough samples to get your foot in the door somewhere. That being the case, it's easy to fall into the pattern of feeling like you are not really working and the structure of life you're taught from birth doesn't do much to help. Work is always considering that which you get paid to do for churning out a product for some sort of machine. A machine that is a gear in the bigger machine that is the structure of being a "contributor and productive member of society". So therefore, my work has no value to anyone. It means nothing, it is "meaningless". Writing is nothing but something someone needs to know in order to sign paychecks and file disability paperwork. It isn't... (more)
Aku menghadapinya...soal hati ...cinta kepercayaa. Dan curiga...tapi aku menerima..belajar dari seseorang mengenai hal ini...dan kehidupan ini sebenarnya sangat x telus...kerana apa kerana diluar lumrah kehidupan...dan aku menghadapinya...entahlah...aku merasakan ada juga...tapi rupa bukan ukuran sekarang ini kerana aku pun bukannya meletop lagi...aku skrg sudah 35 dan zaman aku sudah tiada...entah lah masih ada...tapi biasa saja...aku sebenarnya tidak tahu nak luahkan apa...kadang benda ni mengganggu kehidupan aku namun aku sebenarnya kesunyian. Dan aku ada kawan dan segala-galanya...ada benda yang membelenggu aku sekarang ini..iaitu kerja...aku merasakan aku hendak keje lain sekarang ini...tidak mahu kerje yang ada sekarang ini...tapi entah lah ...keje sekarang masa sangat flexible..namun banyak benda baru yang sentiasa ada walaupun dah 8 tahun...benci pun ada....entah lah...aku penat la melayan budak dengan pelbagai perangai dan aku lemah untuk memberi arahan....lagi masalah yg aku... (more)